- me at 15: ew that's fucked up who could have a fetish for that
- me at 20: fuck
the amount of people who talk about self harm that understand nothing about self harm never fails to fucking amaze me
- girl in bed: yes...call me a slut
- me internally: wtf?
- me internally: ok stay calm
- me internally: this is just a setup
- me internally: she's just testing me
- me internally: don't fucking do it
- me: you slut
- me internally: dammit
- girl in bed: yes daddy im gonna cum
- me internally: raw
- me: raw
